Whoa !

Sometimes you just don't get what you want. It gets me really bad when i wake up in the morning and i know, just know that today is so not going to be a fantastic day. Te vibes I get are pretty much so-so today. It's not turning out as i planned but i know it'll be pretty fun. But obviously it'd be better if my plans did work out.
The thing is, i don't know why i've been acting like this lately. How strange it feels to want to be with a person all the time and then out of the blue you get these thoughts. I wonder what he's doing tonight, I wonder where he'll like to have dinner.
This is really quite worrying.Am I becoming soft?
On the bright side, I'll be going to Sweden in 24 hours! I can't wait to go shopping. I'm planning on not bringing anything there,and buying everything else. I don't know much about Sweden except it's COLD.COLD.COLD. Great, did i mention i love the cold. But it'll be fine. Alan says there's a shopping centre over there. So if it gets too cold..