Friday, August 25, 2006
I sucks. really it does.
course i try not to feel anything...anything at all.nevermind that it feels that my tummy has this nauseous feeling everytime i think i won't be seeing you as often as i'd like, or that my eyes have been sore these past two days...
it does feel pretty empty without you.
you're the first person on my mind when i think of going out with someone.
the first person i'd think of bitching about idiots to...
wakaka cause it's really funny when you start yelling at the person
so now you're gone...
Mostly thinking that things will never ever be the same again.
You going marks the end of an era.
course we'll meet new friends, move on in life. after all, life's one big cycle.
but there are some people,that are worth bringing on to the next chapter...and the chapter after that...
And You Are One of them...
i can't think of a happy memory without you past year.
Too much has passed between us. Remember those times we had? When we first met, me you and jin? We so totally clicked on some level that the teachers and everyone else asked whether we were from the same school.
Even they saw a quality, an infinite understanding, the casual banter we shared that no matter how many friends you know, how long you’ve known then, only a special few have.
You and I are so different.
You’re the MOST stubborn hot headed oftentimes sarcastic person with a total marshmallow heart. Heck, if anybody asks stuff from you..*for charity* you’d give without hesitating. You’re a fickle ass who has problems deciding stuff. Yet everyone looks up to you to make out their minds for them.
You can’t stand stupid people. Idiots piss you off.
You stand up for what you believe in. You have to be heard (don’t know what’s your problem)
You’re so confident, self assured(yes lar we know you’re hawt!)
You give good advice. Sometimes you care too much.
You have to have things done your way.
But there’s the other part of you. The part which I love.
The one that would accompany me on my weird expeditions and sudden cravings.
we went through my baskin robbins phase, the banana frap phase..nyek...
The one that I’d love to go shopping. Who’d sometimes take ages to decide on what to buy (elegant v funky). Yet has an inability to NOT spend money.
The one who can’t ride roller coasters, watch scary movies, reading in cars, exerting yourself, eating lots of food.
The one who’d let me take the reins.
The one who I’d sit with stoned in front of your house tv for ages just staring at weird shows. it became the norm for me to chill in your house after school.
The one who claims she can’t cook yet teman-ed me to make chocolate cake and caramel squares.
The one who doesn’t mind spending money on food. Even though she doesn’t eat much.
The one who’d always get lost with me. Yet has amazing faith in my driving skills even though people have tried to change her mind. =D
The one who’s terrified of driving alone even though it’s only to leisure mall.
Who sleeps all the time. BUM !
our last cam whoring session...for now....
more pics later....
mmmmm....course it feels so weird....was at the movies today, when my phone rang, and jesze's face. so de nostalgic..course it was just her bro messing with the phone..
wakakaka...her dad's even funnier..
"have you deleted her number from your phone. i've already did"
*then proceeds to show me*
bleh...should have just told him i was waiting for her US number..nyek..
anyways, went to watch snakes on the plane for the 2nd time in 2 days. not that it's a so-fantastic-show-must-watch-or-else..but it was the only movie on gold class..
the most narcissistic movie's i've seen ever..
don't believe me?
go download the soundtrack..snakes on the plane by cobra starship..
huhu went for my first haagen daaz experience today.
no, wasn't for my fondue tho..*waiting for someone to get her ass back*
just some milkshakes.
the waiters there are really soliticious..they even offer to take pictures for you to cam ho..
and observant..
"andrew, i'm going to the toilet"
*to which i proceeded to sneak off to pay*
while i was waiting at the counter, he i see him rush to me..
"the waiter told me your girlfriend's settling the bill already"*i assume he tried to pay while i was in the toilet*
huhu...seriously, damn
observant man....
seems that i'm everyone's girlfriend this week..
first alan now andrew...
i.am.single.
is that so hard to believe???
course i try not to feel anything...anything at all.nevermind that it feels that my tummy has this nauseous feeling everytime i think i won't be seeing you as often as i'd like, or that my eyes have been sore these past two days...
it does feel pretty empty without you.
you're the first person on my mind when i think of going out with someone.
the first person i'd think of bitching about idiots to...
wakaka cause it's really funny when you start yelling at the person
so now you're gone...
Mostly thinking that things will never ever be the same again.
You going marks the end of an era.
course we'll meet new friends, move on in life. after all, life's one big cycle.
but there are some people,that are worth bringing on to the next chapter...and the chapter after that...
And You Are One of them...
i can't think of a happy memory without you past year.
Too much has passed between us. Remember those times we had? When we first met, me you and jin? We so totally clicked on some level that the teachers and everyone else asked whether we were from the same school.
Even they saw a quality, an infinite understanding, the casual banter we shared that no matter how many friends you know, how long you’ve known then, only a special few have.
You and I are so different.
You’re the MOST stubborn hot headed oftentimes sarcastic person with a total marshmallow heart. Heck, if anybody asks stuff from you..*for charity* you’d give without hesitating. You’re a fickle ass who has problems deciding stuff. Yet everyone looks up to you to make out their minds for them.
You can’t stand stupid people. Idiots piss you off.
You stand up for what you believe in. You have to be heard (don’t know what’s your problem)
You’re so confident, self assured(yes lar we know you’re hawt!)
You give good advice. Sometimes you care too much.
You have to have things done your way.
But there’s the other part of you. The part which I love.
The one that would accompany me on my weird expeditions and sudden cravings.
we went through my baskin robbins phase, the banana frap phase..nyek...
The one that I’d love to go shopping. Who’d sometimes take ages to decide on what to buy (elegant v funky). Yet has an inability to NOT spend money.
The one who can’t ride roller coasters, watch scary movies, reading in cars, exerting yourself, eating lots of food.
The one who’d let me take the reins.
The one who I’d sit with stoned in front of your house tv for ages just staring at weird shows. it became the norm for me to chill in your house after school.
The one who claims she can’t cook yet teman-ed me to make chocolate cake and caramel squares.
The one who doesn’t mind spending money on food. Even though she doesn’t eat much.
The one who’d always get lost with me. Yet has amazing faith in my driving skills even though people have tried to change her mind. =D
The one who’s terrified of driving alone even though it’s only to leisure mall.
Who sleeps all the time. BUM !
our last cam whoring session...for now....
more pics later....
mmmmm....course it feels so weird....was at the movies today, when my phone rang, and jesze's face. so de nostalgic..course it was just her bro messing with the phone..
wakakaka...her dad's even funnier..
"have you deleted her number from your phone. i've already did"
*then proceeds to show me*
bleh...should have just told him i was waiting for her US number..nyek..
anyways, went to watch snakes on the plane for the 2nd time in 2 days. not that it's a so-fantastic-show-must-watch-or-else..but it was the only movie on gold class..
the most narcissistic movie's i've seen ever..
don't believe me?
go download the soundtrack..snakes on the plane by cobra starship..
huhu went for my first haagen daaz experience today.
no, wasn't for my fondue tho..*waiting for someone to get her ass back*
just some milkshakes.
the waiters there are really soliticious..they even offer to take pictures for you to cam ho..
and observant..
"andrew, i'm going to the toilet"
*to which i proceeded to sneak off to pay*
while i was waiting at the counter, he i see him rush to me..
"the waiter told me your girlfriend's settling the bill already"*i assume he tried to pay while i was in the toilet*
huhu...seriously, damn
observant man....
seems that i'm everyone's girlfriend this week..
first alan now andrew...
i.am.single.
is that so hard to believe???
# posted by Addie @ 10:08 PM 
