Whoa !

I have no idea why. Basically my life in kluang is mostly about reading books, doing work, sleeping, watching tv. Ish ish, i feel so tired i don't even want to go out at night. so weird right...even weirder, most mornings, i don't even wanna get out of bed lest another meaningless day at work. ugh...this thing...it's sucking my soul dry. am i depressed? i don't know..o
of course the one constant this week( the freaking longest week i've had in my life) is....air supply. yeah, i've been listening to them lately. Sooo emotional..all those songs which i remember the tunes, but not the names..their all air supply...especially goodbye, lost in love and making love out of nothing..ayyy..and there's only you by the flying pickets. another of my all time favourites...sometimes, i wish my relatives here( i do love them and all) would not constantly remind me this is how working life is. ish ish I KNOW, but do let me live in ignorance..besides..my.uncle.freaks.me.out. granted that he's the only guy i know that puts dogs on IV drips when they're really sick, and he's not even a vet. So i sak him,
Me : hey how'd you know how to put iv drips on dogs when you can't even see their veins.
Uncle: well i do it on babies bugger.
...........
well there's a logic somewhere there. but i won't go there.....
but that's not the reason why he freaks me out....wakakaka

on the plus, being here gave me time to think about a lot of stuff...and i've finally made up my mind..=D
just finished freakonomics.funny how i understand that book better than all my past economics theories. now that's the real FREAKonomics. MPP vs what do some wrestlers and schoolteachers have in common...yeah lots of sense..

sighs...i miss my doggie....