Wednesday, April 26, 2006
I am exhausted. I want to sleep. But I can't cos i've got to stardie too. Yeah, so we went to celebrate kat's birthday today. I kinda expected to go home early(okay i was hoping to go home early). Red box was a really trying experience. I mean with 12 people in the room you'd expect more HAPPENIN things to happen, but somehow there wasn't no click click. June was trying her best to make things less awkward( yes no one realise cos she was doing a great job). So I kinda took pity on her, sometimes, and we proceeded to make fool of courselves. Why? isn't it obivious. So why do i continue to make nice and be polite even if i wanted to get OUTTA there and AWAY.
Let me tell you a story, there was this girl i knew in form two who like everyONE had a problem with, but was incredibly NICE. I mean she would do stuff for you. And she was totally there for me when I was having my own problems and those crying in the toilet episodes plus staying in her house when i was visiting aussie.. Nyek, but then I don't know why i couldn't stand stand her( maybe it was cos of the constant i'm very fat comments when she's practically a size freakin 0) . Since she was an artsy type she did this fantastic job for her history project. She's one of those over achievers that do like 100 pages worth of history notes. When they returned it to us, some of my classmates took it, tore it, and threw it on the floor and started stamping on it. yeah, and what am i most ashamed of you ask, i was gutless and i didn't say anything but the worst part is this irrational hate i felt even when she was one of the nicest person i knew.
And i did really stupid things to her ( accidently shooting her in the eye with a bb gun).
I do have regrets. There are times when i feel like writing her a letter and apologizing. But...let bygones be bygones right?
So from then on...go figure. I swore i WOULD not subject any person to my irrationalities. Treat people as people you know.
Let me tell you a story, there was this girl i knew in form two who like everyONE had a problem with, but was incredibly NICE. I mean she would do stuff for you. And she was totally there for me when I was having my own problems and those crying in the toilet episodes plus staying in her house when i was visiting aussie.. Nyek, but then I don't know why i couldn't stand stand her( maybe it was cos of the constant i'm very fat comments when she's practically a size freakin 0) . Since she was an artsy type she did this fantastic job for her history project. She's one of those over achievers that do like 100 pages worth of history notes. When they returned it to us, some of my classmates took it, tore it, and threw it on the floor and started stamping on it. yeah, and what am i most ashamed of you ask, i was gutless and i didn't say anything but the worst part is this irrational hate i felt even when she was one of the nicest person i knew.
And i did really stupid things to her ( accidently shooting her in the eye with a bb gun).
I do have regrets. There are times when i feel like writing her a letter and apologizing. But...let bygones be bygones right?
So from then on...go figure. I swore i WOULD not subject any person to my irrationalities. Treat people as people you know.
# posted by Addie @ 7:42 PM 
