Whoa !

So i did my first presentation in 4 years. I was a total and utter disaster. My thoughts were disorganised, messy and made no sense. I mumbled throughout my whole presentation. With 15 people staring at you and you have NO IDEA what to say, totally crushing. I suppose it is an incentive to improve. NEVER AGAIN WILL I SOUND SO STUPID. According to BFF1 i sounded like a lost confused girl. Oh well, once you're down the only way to go is up! =) Plues BFF1 and the other one was sooo sweet. Granted i conned her to come she actually ended up helping me prep for my presentation like 3 hours before(I told her i bought her lunchies). Our conversations sounded like

Me (with my big innocent eyes) : Are you mad?
Her: 99% of people will LOOK at me and think i am mad...BUT NO I AM NOT.

YOu know it's bad when a science major ends up structuring your whole presentation. Anyways the other one was came later on to cheer me on with cupcakes and a cute chocolate duck. Now my lil pirate m&ms has a lil ducky buddy. Well till i eat it. =) yummy yummy ducky!!

The other one ended up staring at BFF1 sulking. Apparently BFF1 looked really mad. Oh i found out later another hour with me and she was going to start yelling. Ok i was that horrible =(

After some self-reflection and some movie time with L everything was alright again.
At least it made me slightly happier/