Wednesday, May 07, 2008
It's SUMMER!!! okie well not officially, but the flies are buzzing around , the sky's blue and there's this light breeze which ever so gently brushes my skin. So not a good idea to study next to the window cos every 5 minutes i stare out LONGINGLY...
Oh well, I've got my whole list of summer clothes which i want to buy...but damn i'm stuck indoors.
Another 6 more days to go..and i can't wait. Such an unfamiliar feeling. Instead of panic, i feel zen. So zen i think it's my new way of freaking out. Shoving everything into the subconscious.
But then again, i've never had the luxury of doing practice essays and timing myself. Most of the time it's me struggling to cram every single thing into my tiny little brain.
Anyways, just a little note out to this dude who's finally decided i (well and a few other friends) don't belong in his life anymore.
I'm so gonna miss the 10 missed calls and the random calls I get in the morning telling you're on your way to my house UNINVITED.
I can't believe i'm an ungrateful friend just because i don't answer your calls or appreciate YOU the way you should be appreciated. Obviously the fact that i've spent freaking hours listening to your pseudo problems and those 'oh life is so cruel' rhetorics is is of NO relavance. And this is why kiddies, when people start whining to you about their sad lives just tell them to GROW UP. People like this never learn no matter what you tell them since they're just too happy being miserable.
Something he said that really insulted me was that I'M TOO CHILL.
It went along the lines of
'Hey you know what your problem is, you're too chill'
me : (obviously perplexed) What do you mean?
'You just don't care about anything. It's just so irritating.'
ppffffft...so insulting!! I do care about stuff. It's just that I HAVE PRIORITIES.You just can't screw up your life WORRYING ABOUT EVERY SINGLE LITTLE DETAIL. Besides, the only reason why I'm cool with anything is not that i DON'T CARE. it's not important whether I go for dinner at any random restaurants because the food in London is edible at best NOR is it important what crap the other guy told you since he's a dumbass anyway NOR does it matter if you whine about how friends just don't care about you since you're too busy looking into your own little crystal ball of how friends should ACT instead of realizing how you simly can't predict ANYTHING.
People are not automonous beings. You don't do things for them and expect an appropriate response. THERE is NONE. Someone should tell him be happy just because they're happy.
Oh wait i did tell him that. And he told me, but sometimes i do things for them, and i never get anything back.
OH MY GOD. Friendship is not a barter system. You just do it because they're your friends.
Sometimes i just don't get why you can't see that for yourself. What irks me is that we've told you so many times..and yet..
It's just so immature refusing to even acknowledge us, or telling mutual friends that you won't go for dinner just cos we're there or go on holiday with us for that matter.
oh well. It's all chill now. I'm just glad i don't have to put up with this crap anymore.
I wish i could tell you all this, but i don't care anymore.
Oh well, I've got my whole list of summer clothes which i want to buy...but damn i'm stuck indoors.
Another 6 more days to go..and i can't wait. Such an unfamiliar feeling. Instead of panic, i feel zen. So zen i think it's my new way of freaking out. Shoving everything into the subconscious.
But then again, i've never had the luxury of doing practice essays and timing myself. Most of the time it's me struggling to cram every single thing into my tiny little brain.
Anyways, just a little note out to this dude who's finally decided i (well and a few other friends) don't belong in his life anymore.
I'm so gonna miss the 10 missed calls and the random calls I get in the morning telling you're on your way to my house UNINVITED.
I can't believe i'm an ungrateful friend just because i don't answer your calls or appreciate YOU the way you should be appreciated. Obviously the fact that i've spent freaking hours listening to your pseudo problems and those 'oh life is so cruel' rhetorics is is of NO relavance. And this is why kiddies, when people start whining to you about their sad lives just tell them to GROW UP. People like this never learn no matter what you tell them since they're just too happy being miserable.
Something he said that really insulted me was that I'M TOO CHILL.
It went along the lines of
'Hey you know what your problem is, you're too chill'
me : (obviously perplexed) What do you mean?
'You just don't care about anything. It's just so irritating.'
ppffffft...so insulting!! I do care about stuff. It's just that I HAVE PRIORITIES.You just can't screw up your life WORRYING ABOUT EVERY SINGLE LITTLE DETAIL. Besides, the only reason why I'm cool with anything is not that i DON'T CARE. it's not important whether I go for dinner at any random restaurants because the food in London is edible at best NOR is it important what crap the other guy told you since he's a dumbass anyway NOR does it matter if you whine about how friends just don't care about you since you're too busy looking into your own little crystal ball of how friends should ACT instead of realizing how you simly can't predict ANYTHING.
People are not automonous beings. You don't do things for them and expect an appropriate response. THERE is NONE. Someone should tell him be happy just because they're happy.
Oh wait i did tell him that. And he told me, but sometimes i do things for them, and i never get anything back.
OH MY GOD. Friendship is not a barter system. You just do it because they're your friends.
Sometimes i just don't get why you can't see that for yourself. What irks me is that we've told you so many times..and yet..
It's just so immature refusing to even acknowledge us, or telling mutual friends that you won't go for dinner just cos we're there or go on holiday with us for that matter.
oh well. It's all chill now. I'm just glad i don't have to put up with this crap anymore.
I wish i could tell you all this, but i don't care anymore.
# posted by Addie @ 12:25 AM 
