Whoa !

So yesterday out of depression/despair/ you get the drift, i was so totally into maths man !! But then alas...I'm actually really happy cos i could do almost all me questions. (nyek, big a achievement considering i could do like 5 last night) It was such a waste of time staying up till 1 last night since equation of plane DID come out and i DIDN'T know how to do it anyways. So there i was telling june (we were both awake trying to figure out how to do it) it would so come out *ahem* so we so had to know how to do it since it's worth what...5 marks???!!! The irony !!!
Anyways, i-n-s-o-m-i-a last night. Dont think my poor little brain can handle anymore excess information. seriously, my head was pounding really bad. According to scientists (i don't know who, but i read it in reader's digest) the more you think the more bumps your brain has. So a person that doesn't think has a really smooth brain. Apparently einstein's brain was REALLY bumpy. wakaka...i hope that pounding in brain means that those bumps are coming up.=D
Ooohh..thanks to you who stayed up with me last night. and yeah, the scalar product rule did come out.

Wakakaka hon pan finally gave me the photo cd !!! UNFORTUNATALY he gave me all the photos with ME already *sigh* so i here are my favourite ones without ME(was a tough choice) =)


just looks weird...:P





wakaka...never seen alan look so serious before




Mr Pan's been a naughty boi wakaka



end result..=D everybody's happie



trademark jesze pic

augh !! somehow half my photos don't seem to be uploading. gotta go stardie now. haha..i've been saying this phrase all tha time now. wakakaka i'm so glad it's gonna end..SOON..

i've got five hours to become a math genius. Sighs...gotta say goodbye to england. Econs was so werid. it's like i knew how to answer, but my mind was completely blank !!! It's never happened before..i so know how FREAKING out during exams feel. How could this happen !!??I think i had a panic attack. like my heart started beating really fast and i couldn't breath and the worst part is it was during exams...augh !!! Disgraceful.

so i had the oppurtunity to catch gol and gincu on channel 8 last night. Wad people, malaysian based productions aren't as bad people say they are ! There's sepet...and...well there's sepet..did i mention sepet?
anyways, it was really awesomely funny. Unintentionally that it. The acting was unbelievable(and i mean in a bad way). In one scene where the heroine was crying it's like you can almost hear the director sayin "cry harder harder, turn your face away!!" i'm serious. you know brokeback mountain and sepet where you think acting is so damn easy ? i didn't realise how good actors act till well..i saw gol and gincu.sighs* shallow mua.and when you think everything's so brady bunch ( happy families, daughter lying to her mom cos futsal isn't a feminine thing to do, bla bla) serious stuff like incest comes in. OMG !! a chick flick with serious issues!! allow me to explain. The heroine sees her i fwen smoking and skipping school.
H : eh, you tak pergi sekolah?
Truant girl : .....
H : Okay, saya tak akan beritahu your mom if..
Truant girl ; ya?
H ; you come main futsal in my team.
truant girl : (smiles) okay !
wow...and i mean wow...heavy stuff...i'd ask her to go screw herself, but you know..happy stuff.
i did like some parts tho. like the malaysian english !! yeap, that's how real malaysians act.
I tolong you bukan you tolong me.
their team name? bukan team biasa.
and there were happening characters. I like that spunky zie( the chinese tomboy/coach/buddy buddy). well, it's always worth a watch if you have nothing better to do tho...:P

i went for a stardie session in sam's house. We went through the econs essays over an over again and i'm damn proud to say i know what the hell's going on now. well, enough to write A page that is. There's still time. i've got one more day !!
But sam was really into law tho. she kept on going on about the nemo dat rule for 2 hours. omg...anyways, most of the first hour we were planning wut to do after exams. Since i have it on good authority the GREAT singapore sale will bu until the end of june, what the heck. i may head down there after perhentian. according to dolly, we'll be taking the train down on either thursday or friday night. Prob get jess to go with us.=D
anyways, I get this call today from tru-fitness telling me i've got a VIP pass to all their facilities for ONE week worth 500 bucks!!!Apparently rachel introduced me. Actually they took her phone and got all her friends whose name begin with an 'a'. ayy who am i to judge karma.=) OMG...and you know wut a fitness freak i am. I mean free yoga classes, swimming pools...drools....it's in hartamas and i get to drag a friend along (be nice to me wakaka). And it's just in time for my perhentian trip! I get one week to tone them muscles up. nyek.

I swear it's a conspiracy. My parents are leaving for korea tonight. Wakakaka..i am so friggin happy!! I love them and all but people need a break once in a while =D
But they have to do this everytime DURING my exams. First India, Cambodia, Egypt and now korea !! I so want to go with them !!yes visiting countries where you no understanding me and i no understanding you appeals to me.Really improves my sign language. nah, i just like travelling. And the best part is chilling on the plane..:P i love it all, the movies, the games. I tell you it's a conspiracy. Leave when i can't *ahem* do anything but study.
And they'll be coming back on Thursday!! I cannot take this man, i so wish they'd come back on saturday. give me a li'l time to enjoy my freedom. augh!!
I know why i'm not freaking out the way i should. Everything's too overwhelming to freak out. Yeah, don't know what i'm talking about? Figure this...can you recall let's say the contra preforentum rule? cases on inominate terms? Every single thing about economic development? Know what's a fundamental mistake? How about market sturctures? or thinking about WTF you're gonna do about stats? what a confidence interval is? maybe every rule of integration by parts? What's the diff between type 1 errors and type 2? or cases of consideration? volenti non fit injuria? ahhh....price discrimination? how about the accelerator thoery? differential equations? planes and vectors?
overwhelmed?
know what i mean?
so anyways, words of encouragement...YOU'VE worked you ASS of these past 15 months for next week. Don't screw it up now. ^_^
have fun babes

So i was listening to "gasolina" by daddy yankee on the stereo when my kong kong comes in and gets all huffy on me. I all started when:
Kong kong : I've listened to this song until i'm tired of it. Everyday twice in the morning one time in the afternoon another.
(which brings us to 2 interesting relevations)
1. Way to bring the coolness level of that song down.
2. WTF my grandpa listens to fly and hitz fm??? what happened to light and easy for the older people???
Me :(shocked)
Kong Kong : and that other song. I've listened to it till i'm sick of it.
Me : What song? Is it that ne-yo song? (note - i tot the operative word was sick)
Kong Kong : That song. The one My lover my lover "eoyo eoyo"(tt's him trying to sing in tune)
Me : i dunno, is it ne-yo?
OMG.then it hit me. It was that James Blunt's song "goodbye my lover"! And i agree with him.

Radio stations have this idiotic penchant of playing the same songs over and over again until you're so sick(pardon the pun) of hearing it. The songs that always get played every friggin day :
1. Stupid Girls
2. So Sick
3. Run it
4. Goodbye my lover
5. Twisted transistor(can you hate a song because you despise the music video?)
6. That lame song by james legend
7. Check up on it
8. Testify (irritating)
9. Heard em say
10. Beep
11. L.o.v.e
12. Songs by the narcissist Fort minor. (remember the name, believe me)
13. Eleanor
14. Move along
15. dance dace (is it just me or does move along and dance dance sound almost alike?)
just goes to show how predictibly lame radio stations are.
speaking of l.o.v.e, it's just really depressing cos it's our theme(jess and i) song. Everytime we get in the car either that song's playing OR it WILL be played. Which is just sad,since i have a major dislike for it. How much can you take that woman mumbling L.o.l.o.l.o.V.E before you go l.o.l.o.l.o.C.O?

What is it about malacca??? Everyone's going there now. I mean is it the food? the chicken rice balls? The old buildings?? Wut wut? so i've tried to anaylse the happening-ness of that place..see if it's worth a road trip over there..:P




apparently the most happening shopping centre in Malacca. Looks okay, i mean if we get REALLY bored we could chill there..





ahh...the famous chicken balls. Eish..i can roll those balls up for you. don't need to go malacca for that.




Jonker street!! Yes it's in malacca.I used to think it was in penang. So i was like telling my penang friend "Wow jonker street is so happening. wut do you guys sell there?" *short pause* Friend : "Em i think it's in malacca"
Duh..all old streets either belong to penang or malacca.Yeah, we HAVE to check that place out


The famous cendol. Love the bowl ! Cendol.....mmmmmm...



what's a trip without old buildings? Malacca is our um.."Bandaraya Bersejarah" isn't it? Oh man, my general knowledge sucks.


Old building number 2. Stadhuys!! Wowee!!!


satay celup !! I heard it's really good. you dip the satay in boiling sauce. Something like penang's lok lok but sauce instead of soup.
Ignore the hygeine :P
On the balance of probabilities, malacca looks kind of happening. and it's only 1 and a half hours away.soooo..
In case you people didn't get it, i just wanna go there for the food !!!

Yesterday my grandparents wanted me to go petaling street with them. Okay...so i mean i don't really care about stuff like this. i woke up this morning, and everyone was cool. no one asked me about exams & crap like tt. At nine my grandma comes in while i was studying and she starts telling me stories. Starts like this:
I've got a friend. her daughter very lucky wan...married a rich man.Yeah, i really like listening to her stories..specially this one:
My friend's daughter Mrs G** she married a Hong Kong guy. She is very lucky. This man is very good wan. You tell me where to find this kinda of man? The daughter was very angry at her husband because the husband always comes back late at night. *why popo* because he is working. So they quarrelled and she went travelling across the world She went to san francisco the visit her friends, london, and hong kong for shopping. *wow popo where'd she get all the money* oh her husband pay for her.

You tell ME where to find this kinda fella? aiyo...

anyways, she goes on and on like that for half an hour. Then at eleven my grandpa comes in and asks me to go fetch my mom.
K...then everything clicked. NO one knew i had exams today. wakakaka....

How was exams? stick a fork in me. It'll be less painful. Three hours just wasn't enough. Ugh...after spending/wasting one to one and a half hours on religion(i screwed up big time !!! ugh)
My question : Society's response to crime and deviance is reinforced by social solidarity. Assess this view.
The societal reaction towards crime creates deviance. Explain and describe.
Describe with examples the matrifocal family. I was a total idiot. can't believe i chose that when all i knew was Yanina Sheeran and her female carer role. Screw it. Three paragraphs on yanina sheeran.
The nuclear family is universal in modern industrial societies. Evaluate. !!!! I so did not study this. Aiyo............... i really farked up families.
Supplies for the coming week : expresso coffee beans. Urgent

The next person that asks me how NS went should just drop dead.That was YEARS and YEARS ago. K k, so for the amusement of you people who have nothing better to do and to me who can't stand reading about the partriachal society anymore here goes :
We'll start with the last month since during the first few weeks you think everyone's a no good lying stealing thief who's out to get your handphone and camera. Course things change so..




They actually wanted me to clean this up. As if functioning on less than 6 hours worth of sleep ain't punishment enough we have to clean up blardy longkangs that the DKKB(dewan kampung kota bahru) wouldn't touch with a ten feet pole for the sake of gotong royong. YEAH MALAYSIA BOLEH !!!


ahhh....this was my sleeping quarters. wakakaka..my favourite place in camp man...

never let first impressions get to you. You think one of the guys there are harmless just cos he reminds you of your friend in school that looks exactly alike. NO NO ..stoopid...and you find out that he's actually some gangster who whacks ppl up but is totally sweet..


at the old folks home. You're probably wondering where all the old people are..ahem as concerned citizens of malaysia we're doing gotong royong AGAIN. Anyways, all the old people there a) can't speak properly cos they don't have teeth.
b) and if they can speak properly, you can't understand them since it's all in kelate(malay dialect)
c) wut alse can you do but clean?
MALAYSIA BOLEH !



This pic was taken when we got stuck in a bus. Yeah, we stopped near this park for lunch. Ahhhh...but before that...gotong royong !! Yeah MALAYSIA BOLEH. Since we had an overdose of gotong royong we sneaked back to the bus. Started the engine(the bus driver was out somewhere) wakakakaka.Air con, good company. Obviously there was a catch. We couldn't get out. After a while people were giving us envious stares like hello we were giving THEM envious stares. They weren't the ones stuck. Yes, we could have screamed, but would you attract attention? Let it be known that 3 grown girls can't open a bus door by themselves???Think of our fear..carbon monoxide poisoning...sobs...so wut to do but take pics..:P



oooohhh....the only thing that breaks the monotony of you standing there for hours under the hot sun. Tumbang !!! haha...people fainting. The record was nine people. Ugh...and you'd think the VIP would stop talking after the 5th one went done but nooooo.......




is that freedom i see???

k, actually i love ns. But too bad, i've only got time for this. toots

I went to my Club today. Royal Lake Club. Since i was like so de lazy today i let my grandpa drive us there. haha...it's nice being driven around for a change...Big mistake. One minute. It was all it took. After making sure we were going the RIGHT way, David Gordon, Stephen Jones, Carol Smart,and Taylor, Walton and Young got my attention. The next time i looked up, I freaking found us in merdeka square. Yesss....my grandparents get lost 80% of the time. Ugh...and in KL.I hate getting lost in KL.Lucky it was a sunday tho..then they turn AGAIN and we find ourselves at Kelad Diraja Selangor.*smacks head*huhu...and i know where the Perpustakaan Kanak kanak is now !!
Fortunately, rule of thumb : Where there's a road there's a u- turn. Don't quote me on that tho...
wow...i feel so nostalgic stepping in. Haven't been there for ages. Anyways, it's so de sad. The place is over run by kids !! Those whinny three feet ppl that can't seem to stop yelling. augh...and stoopid malay channels with the volume to the max. I was kinda hoping i could stardie in peace.
Since i was exhausted by this whole traumatising experiance...I went home to sleep...
And i just woke up..so screwed...nyek

ahhh...wut so say about today. I did wake up with the intention to study !! i mean seriously, and i did...but towards the afternoon i kinda started losing focus. Couldn't concentrate at all.Yeah i had my coffee fix but sometimes your brain can't focus that well. someone told me it's called reaching a plateau. When your brain can't take anymore new information. I did try take out econs tho...but then ugh..i didn't have complete notes. so wut to do wut to do...wakakaka...i took up jess's offer to go to her pot luck. I wasn't sure if i wanted to go , but i needed to get clear my mind. haha
so i reached there at about 4.10? and we were chilling there till we decided to go watch over the hedge. It had much better reviews than da vinci. While waiting for her bro and cousin to come down i noticed her mom taking this HUGE bucket with cans and cans of soft drinks. It went something like this
Me : wow auntie, those are a lot of drinks. how many people are coming?
Auntie : Oh about fourty
!!!!!!!
I was under the impression this pot luck thing was for like 10-15 people.( i forgive jess since she had no idea either)40 ppl i don't know and i was wearing shorts. yup...gr8 first impression..:P
So we went to leisure mall to watch over the hedge. Much better than da vinci but nothing compares to NEMO !!!i lurve hammy !!!!!! Leisure mall was a blast!!! It really pays to get to movie theaters early. no amazing race, ..leisurely stroll to popular..checking out books.yes so i get happy easily. so sue me.
after leisure mall was pot luck time.Actually i was cool about it. haha...i mean it's just 40 people i don't know. I could just go chill somewhere. And then i stepped in...and i was just.farrrkkkk....overwhelming. i mean i really didn't know what to do lar...so i went to the toilet..went to pee...washed my hands with soap twice. My brain wuz like wut now wut now. I went upstairs, put my keys, brain= wut now wut now.
Stoopid alan and hon pan drove by the house and went somewhere else for a while cos they needed to compose themselves. !!! So i was stuck there alone..wif jess darling..but still since she became the official general coolie(gaffer, servant girl, guest relations officer) and kept on disappearing i just sat there minding my own business.:P
Yeah, when they FINALLY composed themselves after like half an hour they came with pizzas !!! as they say, beware of strangers bearing gifts..But all was forgiven. hahaha...at least i had buddy buddies. We ended up playing donkey. wakakaka...and yours truly became the first donkey. My dare? To go up to some old real datuk(as in the title) i've never met before and tell him what a hawt fella he wuz !!! Nyek..
Second donkey was alan. haha..he had to tell some 12 year old she wuz pretty and he liked her..wakakaka..peadophile..
Anyways, it was getting late so i had to ciaoz(sadly). Took some of that yummy roast pork ( love the crispy skin !! I feel my arteries clogging up) home to bribe my dad out of getting scolded. wakaka it worked !!!

Lovely day.:P
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jin and mua..

With our socio teach









with ms grace

It's official. I am totally and irrevocably addicted to coffee. Yes, it was kinda obvious, but i was hoping i WASN'T. Ugh...i didn't drink a SINGLE drop this morning. So i went to fetch jess to collect the $$$$$.Lol, i've never seen jess so intoxicated bout money before. She was like so into the 3000+ bux. Money gets into one's head. :P I was fine in the morning. Even after the subang fiasco( yeah my car got scratched, subang traffic, inconsiderate drivers)Now i know why ppl living in cities die younger. But just a tiny bit. Yeah, you know...the withdrawal didn't hit me. It was when we were on the road to 1u it began to kick in. Yeah, i had this real bad headache, like some pounding on my eyeballs. And there was this accident so the roads were REALLY jammed. It wasn't adding up to be our day man. Since our movie was a 11.45 and it was already 11.20 and we were only halfway there. Anyways, it got really bad till jess commented on my erratic driving. nyek..
Miraculously we managed to get to iu by 11.50. wakakaka...so da vinci it was. I was keen on over the hEdge but according to jess, do vince is one of those shows you HAVE to watch even though it sucks. It just wouldn't end !! Maybe it was cos i didn't have my coffee, but after the 2 hour mark you think why why why? At movies like this they shoould have an intermission break. For peeing and all that..:P
But the flashbacks were good.
After da vinci jess and i checked out the sale at padini. But everything was a haze to me. haha...i really didn't know wut was going on. All my brain was telling me=coffee. ugh...so i got me caramel latte. Heaven...life = beautiful. Then everything was soo perfect. wakaka....nah, we went chilling around 1u. woohoo..oohh..i went to djuice, got myself a guave twister(tasted more like mangosteen) since barely ate anything.Popcorn, coke,coffee and fruit juice. Btw,the fruit juice is wealli cheap,only 5 bux ! Got myself new flip flops, huhu....gotta retire my old ones.After the drain water incident, it wasnt' the same. Followed jess to take her visa pics, found out that 1u didn't have no fax machine service. wakakaka...overall disastrous start turned out gr8 .nyek

Ah....talking about crappy days. Mine started at like 3 freaking am this thursday morning. Yeap...i was supposed to watch the champions league this morning. But i just couldn't COULDN'T bring myself to get outta the bed. Since i made a date with alan to watch it, i was caught in thos peculiar situation. I couldn't go back to sleep cos i had to teman him( guilt guilt) and i didn't wanna get OUT of it since i wanted to zzzzzzzzzz. wakaka...so i was half asleep with the phone vibrating next to me and for the next two and a half HOURS i was smsing/drifting off to sleep. It was so weird...then when it was finally OVER. I get my sleep. For about an hour. at six AM my mom storms into my room and demands when i'm gonna sort out my accommodation to UK.It wasn't even some life or death situation. can't a girl get some freakin sleep around here !!!!
After that farce, i wake up at nine( yes couldn't freakin sleep after all that !) I do my KIng's College accomodation. which is like such a waste of my time since they didn't give me my id and password and their maps of the residences are really crappy. You just can't tell me where brown street is and NOT show it on the map.Like duh, i ain't no londoner. So i spent the next hour cross checking with downloaded proper london maps to figure out what is where. haha...Anyways, i found a perfect place. It's called nutford house.It ain't that bad. Just that it's relatively far from uni(purfect) but near all them parks..and shopping centres !!
Anyways, i don't even know why i'm doing this since i don't even wanna go there.Ugh....and when i try to tell them my reluctance. Let's not go THERE.Ay...what is it with parents and their sudden penchant to nag you at your most crucial moment. Why can't they just leave you to study !!!(can't believe i'm saying tat,)
so saiful says he isn't going to perhentian w/ us. which is fine...haha...but i just got a call from mrX telling me he wants to take over saiful's place.lol...that's also fine by me since it was marco's idea. Apparently he wants to save costs.(suprise suprise)
Current mood : Depression

Haha...finally a Wednesday which doesn't suck. Okay, maybe semi suck. So i went to school today to make sense of my maths. Unfortunately, my tutor could only make it at one(thanks alan !) so grace and i hadd to make do with each other for a while. Ugh and my plan of going home early was...CRUSHED...At the beginning grace and i had absolutely NO click click doing maths together. One over analyser and one freaking careless person. Yeah, so relatively simple things took us like an hour to solve. All i can say is thank god for wen nee !!! wakaka saw everyone at school today.
Oh..I found out tons of new shocking stuff. I was having a nice chat with, let's call him mr X.We were talking about one in a million.
Mr X : You guys went with dolly to one in a million and you didn't call me?
Addie : Oh.I didn't know you wanted to go support dolly.
Mr X : No, I wanted to take part in it.
(stunned silence)
Addie : Huh?
Mr X : I love to sing. You didn't know? I even took part in Akedemi Fantasia. I passed the first round.
(he didn't make it for the finals cos he was too young)
Addie : So why didn't you take part in Malaysian idol.?
Mr X : No i don't like to take part in these sort of things, but my friends asked me to.
Grace : I never heard you sing before wan
Mr X : That's because I don't really sing in college. Hardly ever
..............
haha...it's PrEtty obvious why.Regardless, For junE, sara and i were didn't see it Coming.wakaka...we were The lucky oneS. I was kinda sTUnned. Anyways, grace and i wenT for lunch at asIa cafe.Yup yup it was our boNding time.

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: PhilosophyMusicTheologyArtHistoryForeign language

yes see i do know what i want ..nyek

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haha...this is like ao awesome, everything is like sooo much cheaper than anticipated. seriously don't know what to say. anyways,if you wanna include the bus and all just add 61.60 + 35 bux to it.

So i was surfing through the net last night, and i came across this feng shui symbol which really resonated wif me. I used to have it pasted up on my wall till it disappered last year. haha..so anyways i printed it out and serious OMFG it's like every thing's changing. wakaka...wut can i say i'm damn happy. first i get this sms from this guy which i am/ am not interested in. Freakily, he said the exact same things Kien Seng said he would say. wakaka...then this....cheap cheap bubu long thing comes along. and hey and it's only been a day. Nyek. Yeap yeap wuz a good idea to change the 'chi' around me..:P

p.s june it's okay your bro can bunk with you and we'll get dolls or grace ! good luck wif that

Best Friends are very special people in your life. They are the first people you think about when you make plans. They are the first people you go to when you need someone to talk to. You will phone them up just to talk about nothing, or the most important things in your life. When you’re sad they will try their hardest to cheer you up. They give the best hugs in the world! They are the shoulder to cry on, because you know that they truly care about you. In most cases they would take a bullet for you, coz it would be too painful to watch you get hurt. They also tell you when you''ve been acting like an ass and won't hesitate to tell you to go die if you've crossed the line.
Augh !! I feel like a royal ass now. The tangled web i weave. I really can't believe i did all that. *smacks head* Ugh...I 'm trying to recall wut just happened tonight. Take a deep breath cos here goes..
Okay we'll start at the beginning when i did my experiment cos i wanted things like finding a room to be simpler(since you know drama drama).haha since i tot my plan was like fantastic(stoopid stoopid) i tell jess about it. She's telling me how that's a bad idea and i'm really 'smart'. So I sms everyone that night and tell them the bare details. Hon Pan replies and asks me who he'll be bunking with. So I give him his said roomates(this detail is v. important) And he's fine with it as long as everyone else is okay.
So i tell alan about HIS roommates too. He's not fine with it cos you know he ain't comfortable with girls sleeping in the same room. He gets all pissy about it and other stuff..:
okay, so i call jess and i tell her how this is turns out. So we decide on boys and girls. okay that's done with. Then we try to figure out who sleeps with who. haha..and we had this assumption tt no one would wanna bunk with you know who. Then jess drops me this bomb shell. Jin prob can't go cos she can't get the cash.
I call jin to get her to really confirm since we need to book it.(last minute stuff and i'm real kiasu when it comes planning stuff. :P) We get talking about sleeping arrangements and i tell her june's story (i'm sowwie babes) so jin agrees to bunk in.Apparently kat called jin and asked her whether she'll be bunking in with jess and mua. Jin tells her to call us instead, but kat says she'll call june. In the meantime, she'll try to find a way to finance her trip.
I call June and tell her that she can bunk with jess and i . apparently, during that three hours which elapsed(omg can't believe it's been that shorrrttt) kat called june and asks june why she don't wanna bunk with her anymore since she's got it fron hon pan tt she'll be bunking with alan and him. As you know, this was entirely coincidental and nothing to do with june's choice. So june tells her i forgot what but june says she'll doesn't mind bunking with kat. She doesn't wanna ruin kat's hols...
So i talk on the phone with jess and we both agree that i've been a idit and make stuff real complicated. It's supposeed to be a holiday !!!!!!!!!!
To top it off grace says that she might have some probs financing the trip too so i'll have to wait till wed.
I sms hon pan and tell him about the all guy/ girls thing. No reply. Nyek..wtf.still can't believe i was such a doink !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last day of School...:D





our last day of skool..

since i'm like damn freaking free today(actually i 'm gonna stay at home this whole week. I swear !!Stardie stardie)I just did a random room predictor on you guessed it, who would be rooming with who. To make it more impartial, i had my bro pick the names and rooms.Nyek..
This is gonna be a full fledged experiment( probably one of the last i'm gonna do).
Aim : To determine the number of people in each room and who they are.
Hypothesis : We predicted :
1. Triple sharing : Hon Pan , Jin, June
2. 1st Quad sharing : Addie, Saiful, Jesze,Marcus
3. 2nd Quad sharing : Kat,Grace, Dolls, Alan
Notes: These drafts are entirely coincidental with a totally impartial person conducting it.
Appratus : Twelve pieces of paper, white board, magic marker
Variables :
Manipulator : Name of person
Responding : Type of rooms
Constant : Honesty

Procedures : 1. I tore 22 pieces of paper, wrote 11 names and 11 rooms 4, 4a and 3.
2. I then divided the names and rooms out and mixed them up seperately.
3. My lab assistant, Keegan then came in and proceeded to choose them names and rooms.
4. The outcomes were recorded on the board.

Results :



Table : so sue me

As you can see,
1. Triple sharing : Alan, Kat, Hon Pan
2. 1st Quad sharing :Addie, Grace, Jesze, Dolls,
3. 2nd Quad sharing : Jin, Saiful, June, Marcus

Discussions : The author swears by the fact this random predictor is really and truly random and any disparities was and is God's will. Nyek.
Conclusion: Obviously needs some fine tuning, but this author don't mind if it's kept that way.wakakaka.

Any disputes over this please don't hesitate to shout out. Since this is an experiment, extra input on the procedures would be much appreciated. Now stardie time !

Happy Wesak Day !! This time i actually went to the temple on my hill. it has to best view as far as temples go in Klang. haha..not that i've been to many tho. And if we're being technical it wasn't exactly a buddhist temple, it was guan yin. Ayyy...but what the heck. So I was just chilling around(it's a real peaceful place, but maybe i was still half asleep) minding my own business when I was told to go light up some of those yellow papers. And for the love of all things logical, I have no idea why they put those candles to light those papers 30 metres AWAY from the ash pit. Anyways, after the papers were on fire I was like still in my BLUR/DOPED up state so i started walking there. You know acting damn cool, as if there wasn't anything burning in my hands. No one told me those papers were freaking combustible. I was like fark. The flames were practically licking my fingers. The pain !! haha..i dropped those papers on the ground( aih blasphemy?)

Anyways, ever been told a huge i mean HUGE secret about someone you know almost your whole life. Something disturbing, something life altering, something that'll change your whole opinion about him/her for ever? Ugh...It sucks.You try to block it out, but it's like some insidious thing that creeps up onto you and bam ! What sucks is you can't say anything about it, cos that person doesn't know anything. I know it's not any of my business but i can't just forget about it, Put it in a box marked Dispensable memories, lock the key, smash it and forget everything. AUgh...
John Steinback : Change comes like a little wind that ruffles the curtains of dawn. And it comes like the stealthy perfume of wildflowers hidden in the grass. See watching tv does pay. off. I got this quote of oth. Yeah! I finally watched season three. Aih..season two was so much better tho..

It's the last day of school. I didn't want to write anything, since I wanted to be lost in my memories, but I need to. Yeah, I'm feeling lost right now, like wtf just happened sort of thing. I guess i'm not ready to leave college yet.ugh see this is what happens when you start lurving people!!!
I remember my first day of college. It all started when I woke up late(haha...wad premonition of things to come)I felt disorientated since i didn't stick around for yesterday's orientation and had to ask for directions after wandering around for a while.:P. By that time i think it was....8.10? I don't remember my first class, but i think it was 3.10. The first teacher thought us in school was ms grace. I sat next to dolls in class( that sabah girl with purple hair) and sam was sitting behind me with her tinted glasses. Jess and jin were sitting together right in the front? haha...i think jes was wearing something blue. Anyways, I was just sitting there staring at my chili padi book trying to get my bearings since i was still real groggy. I think i had my first break with cannie, jess, jin sam and dolls. At asia cafe the c section became our territory...nyek...
Anyways, in the spirit of screw ups we usually have today has to be in top freaking ten. haha...general rule with us, the more we plan the worse it turn out. So today we were supposed to go the svenson's for that earthquake thingy. It was raining real bad(notice how most bad days starts with it was a rainy day?) so jess, alan ,june and i were in one car whereas kat, jin and marco was in another. We were supposed to go to subang parade. So we get in ,and we find that half the car park is under renovation, so naturally we had difficulty finding a parking space. We finally did though, and I was outside under the rain. To top it off, when i tried to park muh car i ended up hitting the car parked behind me, haha...and when we got out, we realised the water we were stepping on was drain water. Yeap there's more....jin smses us and tells us that they're x coming cos kat wuz crying over some issue we thought was resolved.
Since subang parade is under renovation, the only way we could get to svensons was through the rain cos all the other entrances was blocked. Unfortunately, the information counter neglected to tell us that svensons was under RENOVATION too. So liddat lar...we went all the way to tt place under the rain with two measly umbrellas. In the end, we celebrated by going to mcdonalds with baskin robbins. From now on we shall WING IT !! Nah, i wouldn't trade this for nothing !!*sniff*

oh yeah, almost forgot. we were brainstorming on wut to do on the last day of skool:
1. visit the elephant park (alan)
2. sunway theme park (alan)
3. red box(alan)
4. svenson's earthquake(june)
5 klang bak kut teh( i've got a sudden cravin)
6. movies (jess)
7. i stare at you, you stare at me( the most likely outcome)

Wednesdays should be known as Bad Karma Day. The past three consecutive wednesdays were really really weird...and stupid me thought today would be different. Let's just say I put one foot in the grave and someone pushed me in buried me and stuck a flower on top. I have decided not to get pissed at other people cos negative emotions are baaadddd.....Since she really don't know what's going on there's no point disliking her. Augh...or even if she does and doesn't want no confrontation that's fine with me. At least we got the point across.don't mess with us..haha..
But that set the tone for the day. On our way back jess and I were stuck in this massive jam. Thunder, lightning, flooded roads, broken down cars...you name it...Visibility was down to 50 metres. it was one of the worst thunder storm ever. That wasn't it, since it was raining and all, i parked inside Jess' house which the gate went crazy and wouldn't stop closing and opening. The moment we stepped out the rain just pelted us. haha... it was THAT heavy .
Anyways, after sitting alone for a while. My anger/frustration/rage dissapated. It was as if this light appeared. I have decided to adopt Jess' policy...live and let go...

Haha..anyways, it was a good idea for me to stay put in Jess' house intead of driving back immediately. On the way back, the whole road was covered in mud. I'm talking 4 lanes of traffic. haha...wakakaka...intuition works..
ohh.simpulan bahasa i've learnt today: cuci mata & jual mahal(playing hard to get).
Yes i can name ten : 1.durian runtuh
2. kaki bangku
3. panjang tangan
4 tangkai jering
5. puteri lilin
6.mulut tempayak?
7. ahh !!! kecil hati
8. besar hati
9. bagai katak di bawah tempurong.
10. everyone can just go die..

Note to self, some contact lens solutions are actually hazardous to you eyes. Seriously, I am deeply traumatised. I used Jesze's solution. I usually dab my fingers on it( makes taking out contacts easier) . K, so the moment i touched me eyes, my eyes practically sizzled. There was this aching PAIN PAIN PAIN. I literally thought i was going blind. Try putting chilipadi in your eyes, then amplify in by ten. I tried putting my eye under running water(it just got hotter). So my nose was running(that's how painful it was) and I was tearing. I mean real panic lar...I tot i had to go to the hospital or something. Then i tried putting jesze's saline water thingy..mild abatement. haha...i actually worked. Anyways, for the uninformed, my greatest fear is going blind. Nyek..
In my campaign to get to perhentian, I was getting really REALLY desperate. I think my parents are more afraid of me drowning than anything.It came to the point where i couldn't even go anymore. So I pulled out the big guns...*cue music* haha..my secret weapon aka my granny did her thing :P But it was the ultimate weirdness, the moment they said I could go, my granny started on about how perhentian was dangerous, east coast waves, bla bla how redang was better...in the end, i had to promise not to get in the sea!!Yes so technically/officially i'll be waking along the beach the whole time.Yeah right.. Apparently, i"m not fit enough to swim. WTF..

The power of a movie. Movies have the power to move you if the message resonates enough with you. In this case it was I Not Stupid. It was some singapeorean movie about supposedly toopid boys. But that wasn' t the issue here. While i was priming to ask me mom about the PADI diving thingy, my brother had to i mean he HAD to choose the freaking best time to change the channel to this scene where this mother was scolding her daughter cos the daughter wanted some decoration as opposed to the mom's choice.It went along the lines of Daugher:"this is MY room."
Mom: This is MY house.
Cue in my mom yelling just slap her.!!
Dad(in the movie) : This kids you must not be so fierce on them. Must sayang them a bit.
Yea, i think my mom like had this revelation tt somehow it kinda RESONATED with our family. So liddat lar, bad timing. That's just great now this whole thing's gonna nag me for the rest of week. hmmmm... wut to do wut to do..nyek
But she didn't always use to yell all the time. When my dad didn't keep late hours(evidently one has to work longer hours in hospitals) sighz.then she got kinda stressed (PMS-ing). And that really sucks cos I really don't know how to deal with stress managment other than shutting up and staying away. It's not to say I'm unhappy, I'm just a bit confused. haha...but it's fine since my grandparents are here so they're like my surrogate parents.:P ...Me not used to being a latch-key kid.
Anyways, my house is infested with ants !! They're everywhere , on my books on my desk.!! augh!! And the worst part is i can't figure the source of their attraction to my books. Ugh...normally ants are fine as long as the move in one direction(yeah it's all about the flow) but they're like scattering around!!Everytime i try to do work they're just crawling all over me. aiiiiiiiieeeeee...disgusting.. no no ants are our fwens ants are our fwens.. And I can't kill ants cos i feel real bad.Hence my bad mood. Oohh..wait i hear insecticide being sprayed...wakakakaka...

So i went to the dentist today. Nopes...nothing wrong with me, june, kat followed alan to get the nerves taken outta his teeth. We ended up chatting there. But towards the end I had a feeling June was gonna blow up on me. Perfectly understandable since i was feeling the same way. Usually Jess acts as s buffer between kat and me. But UNFORTUNATELY she's wuz ill with food poisoning? haha...see change your order somemore lar...
Kudos to her for putting up that fantastic job up on her website. Amazingly informative. Details our trip's up there now.

ayyy.....so today i went to chill at Jess's house. Yeah, i needed a change on scernery to stardie. And stardie we did..for like about 2 hours. Actually i dont' even know what I did other than napping and watching the thomas cup finals, and surfing for Pulau Perhentian.(yeap we changed our minds AGAIN). Man, It was damn screwed up, cos this blog we checked out(which ultimately made us fall in love with perhentian) actually had pictured of 2 different hotels. So jess and i were freakin confused and we ended up comparing the pictures he took to the official website(yeah we were damn free). wtf, it was actually BUBU and COCOHUT. That fella was playing with our minds man..We totally fell in love with BUBU again(shaddup June :D). Anyways, the price breakdown is as such. This includes transportation, tax, bla bla. BUBU costs 522.1(quad) and 568.1(triple) whereas cocohut costs 469.1(quad). But then cocohut does have some PADI course which looks really interesting.Oh man.....die....

So i went to play tennis again. Oh my god...tennis is like on freaking tiring sport...haha...but it was really fun. Kenny(Jessica's bro) made me like run up and down the freaking court. But he was like surprisingly patient. Yeap...apparently i've got good ball sense. i guess that's cos i run for every ball. haha...well i figure since i cant' hit it half the time i might as well just run for it just for a good work out..nyek.. That game can be addictive.Bring on badminton !! But seriously my whole arm 's aching now...no no, gotta be a strong chick :D

5th May 2006
Aih, after five and a half hours this emotional rollercoaster ride entitled Malaysia v Den-freaking-mark I feel…numb…damning depression. We lost. It’s hell supporting the Malaysian badminton team. The narrow hearts attacks, the incredible STRESS. AUGH !!!!! I watched the first singles and doubles at Jessica’s house. Oh man that was a whopper, especially Chan Chong Ming and Koo Kien Keat. Though they lost the second set 28-30, it was the first time I’ve seen a referee give two red and yellow cards in one match !!! haha…I personally think it’s because of jess’s and mine’s screwed up luck. We were screaming and yelling but that match WOULDN’T end . I feel..emotionally drained.. Yeah well, for the second singles, Hafiz played with no heart at all. Kenneth Johanssen totally bulldozed over him.And Kuan Beng Hong, granted that he’s young and all that, he shouldn’t have gone out the way he did. I wish he’d play the same way Chong Wei does, totally urgency . I give credit to the deliciously dishy Perrson( man that fella is hot ~!!) But I’m supporting MALAYSIA all the way(though that way’s a dead end) If I’m not mistaken they’ll be playing Indonesia for third place. Nyek…:P I’d watch the Denmark game all over again. Even after the pain and anguish(actually should have expected it since well…it’s Malaysia duh), there’s still this hope that lives in everyone that Malaysia would finally get that tidak apa attitude out of the way.
Choong Tan Fook was so farnie, at the end of the match when the interviewers asked what his strategy was he said :
Actually ah we have no strategy wan, we just go there and do our best.
Hopefully Hafiz and Beng Hong will get that HINT.

Anyways, finally went to yen li’s house to get my one tree hill!! You’re looking at the girl who has episodes 16-19 of that series. Apparently, my ability to get locations screwed up applies to apartment floors too. She told me her apartment was 13a and since the lift had floors 13 and 14 but no 13a we went to the 13 floor. Yeah as you know, jess and I were ringing the doorbell and calling yenz up . So after like ten minutes of waiting, we get this call from Yen Li asking where we were since she was standing outside HER apartment. I was kinda wondering why her neighbours had a new bike and repainted their house…:P

Aih...once again i have NO internet. This is so depressing. As they say bad things comes in threes....is was it good things? Anyways, it's been starting again this past few weeks. I just can't seem to sleep without dreaming, nyek, and everytbody knows how that turns out. It's like you've just had some light nap. But the funny thing is,my dreams are always about my friends. Not that reality and fantasy gets blurred.Haha, i dream of everyone, cars(specially cars lately) and college. So irritating since i absolutely HAVE to go to coll all the time. And it's not even prophetic, it's just a review of what affected me yesterday and my subconscious mind's opinion of it.Like the the other day, i dreamt that june was in the car with me and yelling for me to stop at some toll... augh !!! Just ignore half asleep mua who can't get some decent sleep....:P
Quote of the day : So action baby lotion. Unquote. courtesy of teh soo jin.:D

My day was incredibly fucked up. How do i put this mildy ....i am pissed at myself, others and especially the incompetence of others topped with moronic people talking rubbish and trying to assert themsleves. AUGH !!! I left my purse with alan, and after much deliberation (funny how one wrong choice screws the rest of your day. No it started when i had to fetch alan back home. Yeah, usually i DON'T mind, but i can't stand being manupilated by others ( i mean i couldn't just LEAVE HER and offer to fetch alan right?) . Yes, i had to take this FREAKING huge round which was jammed cos some moronic woman in her beemer didn't understand the concept that triple parking is freakin illegal on a main road !A lorry almost crashed into me(I'm talking about those twelve foot ones) . Yeah, that was FINE . So back to the story,I decided to turn back to get muh phone. I was dead afraid that the car would break down half way(Not unfounded though since there was something seriously wrong with the crookshaft).
Yeah, we ended up getting lost. I had no idea what happened but we ended up at country heights. And after much stress and freaking out,(I tot jess was gonna hyperventilate) we managed to get to some familiar place. Not before those crappy misleading road signs led us round (conveniently to the npe toll=3.20) .I swear i must have spent 15 bucks on toll alone. So we arrived at subang AGAIN and it was still freaking jammed. I swear there's something up with today. So we got my blardy phone.I totally ignored alan(mean of freaking me but i couldn't help it) And I had to fetch my housemates to carefour. I think jess was about to lose it already but i love her for keeping her cool. On the way back, it started to rain. Fortunately i got jess back in time before it started to pour. It was only after she left that it went real bad.I'm not just talking about the rain ,but it was those lightining bolts. I saw like about 30 of those. I'm not joking.So after 2 and a half hours on the road... Augh...to top it off...i can't find my fav brown bra that i brought back. wtf..Excuse me while i go crawl under the covers ,
DND