Whoa !

Oh man, today I was in total nerd mode !!! Yeah, I was studying all night. I’m so proud of myself, Though I haven’t touched my thinking skills yet, wth, there’s always tomorrow.
Speaking of tomorrow, it totally sucks that I have to wake up at the same time even though my law teacher isn’t here. HAiz, editorial board photoshoot at 8.20 in the morning !!!. Ms Fiona was really funny. She gave me a warning today and stressed that she had a short fuse. Oh dear….I guess that was a total threat to me. Better start bucking up Haha
Today the meaning of jerk ex-boyfriends went up a few notches.. Man I so want to bash that guy up!! Poor dolls. Nevermind, we’ll go to the one academy with baseball bats. :P nah, you’re better off without him. I mean what kind of guy says I don’t want you back cos you were so easy to get the first time !!!???
Amber chia was at taylors today. Something about breast cancer awareness. We couldn’t make it cos mrs suzzie wouldn’t let us out in time. But I didn’t really care about the lecture, I just wanted to see how an international model looks like. Yes ladies and gentlemen, I’m shallow. Though I would never go screaming for them. Please shoot me if I do…:P
Yawn…………..

I got my wedding shoes today. Yeah, though I have no intention of ever getting married for the next ten years, a little early planning wouldn’t help. Wait, I’m 18…hmmm I’ll make it seven then…:D I so touched that my grandmother made those shoes for me *starry eyes* I so love her. (yes, I ‘m my grandmother’s granddaughter, so sue me). It’s made of gold and white beads and heels? I suck at describing shoes. Haha…I so hope it’ll become one of those family heirloom things which I can pass down to my daughter, and her daughter…
No, I do not have any potential husbands in my mind. It’s just wedding shoes!!!
OMFG….just wedding shoes and I’m losing my mind. What if she gets me a wedding dress !!!???

My old school song :
We gather here today,
United as we stand,
That we will grow with you,
Sri Sarden our school,
Always in progress,
To be the best,
Way above the rest,
Together hand in hand,
Together here we stand,
Together we will shine,
With loyalty wisdom and pride,
We pledge for exellence,
No room for ingnorance,
With knowledge that we gain,
Sri Garden will reign

ohh.....garden international school's one, but i only remembered a few lines,
it went something like this,
here we stand united,
with friends on either side,
the gis forever,
we something with all our pride.

yeah, so what's my point? actually i suddenly had this revelation. All school songs aound the same. basically, they sing about school spirit, being the best. if every school wants to be the best,then who loses? haha...
anyways, i felt nauseous the whole day. to make matters worse, i was forced to go to mid valley. So for the first time, i just sat on the bench for the better part of two hours watching people go by. Apparently, my parents decided to repaint my room, so i had to go choose my wallpaper. Since, this word 'choose' is purely decorational cos my parents have the last say, i ended up with some granny wallpaper. Yeap, roses with a pink and green background. According to feng shui/chinese zodiac/western horoscopes, light green is a rabbit's color and dark red is scorpio's. Since, dark red doesn't exactly fit in a grandma's color scheme, we had to compromise with pink~!!!???hmmmm...i was thinking of yellow with some moon and stars wallpaper. :D

haha...poor jin man, she's all depressed since daniel won. I can't believe it either, specially after i saw the post results conference !!! Oh my god, he was like...seriously unbelievable.What's his problem ??

Ohh....O.C is on, got to go check it out !!

today was one of those lazy rainy days where you just want to snuggle in bed with you favourite soft toy.unfortunately, I was stuck in mcdonalds for two hours !!
now I know why I don’t do it more often. Haha…at least after that I met kar joon.I had on of my best dates ever with him. We walked around subang holding hands, played pool a bit, especially the foosball part l !! he told me he was ah hem…”skillful” in it, but he kept on scoring own goals. So everytime he did that he got this confused look on his face, Something like WTF !!? it was hilarious ..
Later we went for an early lunch at the sweet café. Otherwise known as the bubble tea place. It was one of those moments where you feel so contented and happy even though no one’s talking. I was reading newspapers and him his comics while drinking bubble tea. Somehow every thing felt right. It’s as if I did it tons of times before and only with him…:P. Gosh, am I becoming happy with stability???

Well, ms Fiona called me today just to tell me she settled everything and all I needed to do was to reconfirm the message to the class rep. Dammit, all the nights of lost sleep worrying for nothing !!! Precious sleep come back…..Well, there’s a moral to this story, let other people do your dirty work…nah, actually it’s everything works out in the end.
I got my bro pissed mad at me tonight and I have no idea why, I mean how was I supposed to know the test pad I borrowed from him contained his innermost thoughts!!?? The whole time I was using it, I wasn’t aware. Though I glanced at the journal, I thought it was some lame rubbish essay kids do for their teachers. Yes, ignorance is bliss.

Oxford sent me an email last night, we thank you for your application. We will send you your interview details later. OMG !! I still can’t believe it, I really thought they weren’t gonna choose me. Oh well, 80% of the people applying get chosen for the interview. Gosh, the toughest part is yet to come. So from now on, more time needs to be devoted on reading the Malaysian legal system and “Time”. Apparently, I need to show a lively interest in law. lol, I’ll do that as soon as I develop a lively interest in the genetic make up of an apple.

I had the worse insomia last night. Every single teeny weeny thing kept me up.From my roomie talking on the phone to the sound of the fan blowing.(i'm seriously one obssesive compulsive people when it comes to sleeping) Especially our neighbour who had this drilling sound on and off the whole night. I swear i was ready to strangle someone. When i finally went to sleep, it was about 1.30am. so me being the numero uno lazy fella decided to skip the first period. Anyways, wouldn'y have made a difference since law was as usual, class test. I'm getting real sick of class tests man. Maybe if i studied it would have been better.
I'm have to be more responsible...i forgot that i was supposed to meet my sub editor this morning to discuss switching jobs. So when he called, i totally pretended to be sicckk uh huh...so sue me.
See, so there are reasons why i HATE thursdays.I've got bad karma on thursdays. I just feel so sick and worn out. My evergy reserves are totally and utterly sapped. And people wonder why i love mondays.
So anyways, my sociology teacher thinks i have to improve my writing skills. According to her, my thoughts have to be more coherent and i need to get straight to the point. Ugh.....why why why>>>>??? Is it so difficult to string my thoughts together? haha...maybe i do jump across topics pretty frequently. So from now on, i shalll talk about one topic to death !! Besides, she also said that i use funny words to express my points. I mean what wrong with "functionalists have been schooled to believe bla bla" . Okay fine, so from now i'll start using NORMAL SANE expressions. Maybe i should read Reader's Digest how to read and write propely...:P
I wonder if she's read a clockwork orange. Now that's real rubbish. Haha...anyways, i shall be attempting to read it again soon. When i'm in a tolerant mood. i wonder why it's a classic anyways, i mean the guy practically created half the words in his novel !!! Seriously, what the hell are platties!!!??? and arhat???? yeah, i'm going to borrow the book tomorrow and read it even if it kills me !!

law presentation tomorrow...haha...see you later space cowboy !!

i was so incredibly tired the whole day.. darlin jin and i were like zombies. We were walking around in a stupor or something. Yeah, so i was superbly blur.
On the way back home i met cannie, who wsa making calls at a pay phone. So out of curiousity i asked her what was going on. Apparently, there was some guy who parked his car behind her car so she couldn't get out and his keys were inside the house. So cannie being her usual creative self decided to get some long stick to try get the keys out. So i brought her home to get a broomstick. And yeah, we were two weird girls carrying a broomstick down the road. I swear there were people staring at us. As it turned out the broom did not even reach the table !! Jee...no suprise, so then came the modifications. We managed to get this iron bar and tied it to the broom with my hairband. Seriously, the regular mcguyvers. So duh, since god works in ,mysterious ways, the &^$^%#@ guy came back as soon as we got everything ready. awww man, and i was so ready to try it out...

anyways, today mrs david told me that probably i wasn't the best candidate for the editorial bored. Frankly, I was nonchalant cos honestly i have never backed down on a job before, but maybe i was trying too hard? well, i've got one more day to think about it. but i'm just so sick of it. Gavin , my supposed succesor said that he didnt want the job. So i guess i'm the figurehead now.

well, being in a reflective mood, i think jesss darling and i are drifting apart now. It's like we don't really talk much anymore?Like we don't have much in common.Or am i trying too hard? Have i been taking her for granted? Sometimes i feel really bad cos she does so much for me and i just don't really appreciate it. Haha...but it seems that she wants to strangle me 'lovingly' more often...:D I guess i'm becoming more introverted and i've been so into my thoughts now on days.

On the bright side HAPPY B'DAY MOMO !!!

Ho baby, i amaze myself sometimes. I'll be the first to admit, I have absolutely no mothering qualities but i can actually take care of my roomie ! I'm like super duper proud man. Yenz was really burning up today. I mean even i with a slightly impaired sense of touch could feel this heat from her. Then i started panicking. So what does one do with sick person?
a) start being the gaffer ( get water, medicine boil water for some ppl to take a bathe)
b) bug other housemates who actually know the art of taking care of sick people.
c) generally stay away cos they need their rest
all in all, it was actually really fun taking care of people.

so i went for my interview today.It was as bad as i expected. The first thing she said to me ws not a very good impression.Well, that ws justified cos the first thing i did was to look around and when she asked why i said i was looking at the decoration. Yup, so dumb !!! Just shoot me man !!!!
The passage was about homicide something about the difference between murder and manslaughter. Oh my god yvonne was good. She was so trying to get me to contradict myself and i did !!
She kept on asking my questions like is it considered murder if your husband who's terminally ill begs you to kill him and you do? so why is that manslaughter but planning to kill someone and shooting him different?
holy crap...the first question she asked was what is theft? so what the hell was theft???!??
i told her taking something without permission and the guy doesn't know it.Then she went on about how if you were a tourist and you aren't sure how much the taxi fare is , but the taxi driver tells you that the fare from klia to klcc is 2k, and you're not sure about it so you give him your walletand he pulls out 2k, is that theft? dammit, okay now it seems like a really easy question. But those interviewers have a way of screwing with your mind.
I should have just stuck to plan one. Sit and smile.
Then don't know why we were talking about terrorists, battered wives, terminally ill patients, and airplanes. So i was like what the hell just happened?

it's official. I'm a total computer retard. seriously, every one seems to KNOW what the hell HTML. Okay, what happened to the days when not being on the com 24/7 was considered cool!!!??? i'm living in the wrong century. hmmmm.1800s sounds very tempting., except for the corsets and the bound feet part.Nah, 1950s are better. Age of the innocence.

Well, i have finally found a cliche in my house. Yup,my official job is rice-cooker and garbage woman, which though is faint-ly insulting is totally awesome !!!
all i do is switch the flick on, go upstairs and chill till dinner's ready. My roomie's the vegetable soup woman. Her lady's finger was pretty okay today, but a bit too green for me. Lydia's doing the meat. Oh my god, her chicken was yummy. This is the life man...

Another awesome thing happened !! I'm going to Honk Kong Disneyland !!! For christmas. I wonder how the parade will be like, and the rides too. But one ride would probably take about an hour thanks to the the long queues.What the heck, hk disneyland !!!! Now i have an oppurtunity to wear my sexy leather jacket. :D

dammit, it's freaking hot in my room. I swear it's like 40 degrees in here. Too bad can't switch my air con on,on account my roomie has some sinus problem. yeah, i didn't know it sucked that much. I always tought it was only your nose getting stuffed. Apparently it's got to do with some hollow cheek bones and it seems that it feels like someone squeezing your jaw and pressing down on your cheeks?

holy mother mary of god, tomorrow i've got my mock oxford interview.I appears that my interview-er is Yvonne. Not that it bothers me, I just don't feel like going. Plus, i don't have not an inkling of any current issues. Sheett i'm gonna be like a idiot there. oh well , maybe it wouldn't be THAT bad. I could just smile and say to a certain extent i think that's true. Nevermind. I'll just dress nice and yeah, smile.

went to lunch with yenz today. haha...first time i had lunch at burger king. We were standing there like idiots when james blunt's your beautiful came on. Yenz even asked this guy to move whenhe was blocking the view. Even though it was just him undressing surprisingly it felt like the video was uber short. It's just really enthralling. No, i'm not a freaking perv.
okies, back to work....

today was utterly incredible. Jess called me and invited me to go to hong kong disneyland with her for rm2k !! I mean it was incredibly cheap !!!! after much deliberation, i brought up the topic to my mom who was still pissed mad at for my results.
It started something along the lines of "mom, is a trip worth 2k to hk for 5 days including hk disneyland for the christmas cheap?" and i totally got their attention!!!
they even gave me the deposit on the spot !!!
how seriously cool are my parents???!!??
then jess calls me and tells me that i'm only on the waiting list, so basically it means theres a possibilitu that i might not be going.
how seriously screwy is that???
someone up there is playing with me. i swear it...
yeah, i got so depressed it started crying. must be pms...
see you later space cowboy !

Gosh, today i woke up at like 8.00 . yeah, i'm doing this filial piety thing again. Last night, my trials results arrived. My mom totally screwed me,which was totally justified. hmmm....she thinks i've been a total recluse/biatch to her cos I've been rude to her. Actually, the truth is, i've been kinda ashamed with myself for not giving her the expected results. So acting aloof is my defense mechanism.

I've been wondering lately, the difference between these dreams and ambition. Is ambition the more realistic word for dream.? okay, never mind the thesaraus just confirmed it. Oh well, so that's that. I can officially proclaim that law is not my ambition and dream. I just cant' see myself studying case law and debating over inconsequestial details of whether stupid mary has the right to return a faulty haidryer or not and if she does, what are her avenues of appeal. Puh-lease.
Lately, i've had a fascination over history and oriental studies. haha..i can just see myself poring over some musty history book for my research thesis. Just looking for the one missing jigsaw to complete my project.Or going to korea and living there just for the culture and people.One year transplated in a foriegn country.I'll probably be like that guy in Lost in Translation, homesick and lonely. But what the heck, it's life ...:-D
yeah, sounds fantastical.

Moocake season's almost over, fortunately. Oh my god, i just don't see the point in mooncake season !!! seriously it's like some sort of chinese christmas, only instead of pressies, you get moon cake. I mean, seriously, what's the point in exchanging 60 bucks worth of mooncakes around when people don't even eat it. yes, i do not have a particular fondness for that sweetish, salty egg yoke-ish thing. just the thought of it makes me hurl.

okay, back to the suitability of tribunals compared to courts in civil disputes.

see you later, space cowboy !! hahaha

oh man, i am so totally learning about filial piety. haven't the word in ages. anyways, i have decided to be a better daughter. even with the aroma of pizza making me drool i swear...i will not touch a single bit., till my parents are done painting the room. why the hell am i doing this!!!???
i have no freaking idea. okay. but this resolve is sllloooooooowwwwwlllllyyy weakening...mmmmmm...pizza...hawaiian pizza...

haha, anyways, yesterday momo , jia yi and mua went to mid valley. well, the original plan was to mooch at sunway pyramid, but thanks to this word,'spontaneity' we decided to head of to mid valley instead. somehow, i don't know how, jia yi manged to convince us to go surprise her boyfriend working at mid!~!!
yeah, the taxi guy totally ripped us as usual, but not that bad.that was till mo had threw this fit at the driver. I think after all those mass media classes momo 's now what we call the defender of people's rights !!! yeah,i totally support that. but when she called the taxi guy fucker in front of him i got kind of worried. He deserved it anyway.

anyways, the arthur that was jia yi's boyfriend was actually the same arthur who was soph's bestfriend !! talk about a small world. so i saw everyone soph was talking about at mid valley..finas, arthur and jit. yeap....it was a totally productive day.
I bought this padini top. The general consensus to it was'okay'. dammitl. money well spent?
never mind, i'm waiting for momo's b'day so we can go to sunway to get this awesome top i've been eyeing.it's only 50 bucks !!

note to self, i have to keep a check on how much i spent.
from now on, i'm recording my expenditures. For friday :
drinks : 1.10
pool : 10.60
taxi : 15.30
padini top : 39.90
food : 2.10
total : 69.90
omg seventy bucks !!!
great....well, it would have added up to more, but momo offered to pay for the taxi ride back.
dear momo, is actually a really generous person, i dont know whether it's out of guilt or anything, but there is some good in her:D

so kar joon fetched me back yesterday and his dad was in the car. yeah, so it was a totally awkward ride, but i was too tired to care.

when i was coming out i saw my roomie sitting in her friend's car sorting out some papers. she gave me a total shock. hmmm...maybe that's why she kept on asking me what time i was going back to kajang....i would have asked her to go with me, but didn't want to transmit my cough to her. with my woman's thing going on, i'm not exactly the best companion. but things have been pretty weird between us. i can't put my finger to it. maybe it's cos i'm trying to distance myself from her since she's leaving?it hurts less if you don't really care for them. only one more month to go. sadness...

and momo, got me worried to last night. with her late night adventures. yeah, even if it's none of my business, i've decided to care more about people. why? positive energy and good karma. haha...